Oh Dear

Question: Can knitting keep me sane??
Answer: No; if anything, it is my downfall. I am attracted to projects of all kinds. If I am faced with something that has the potential to hold my interest until some end has been met, I will focus on it with just about all of my energy. Under this kind of definition a project can include, a class assignment, a recipe, an entire television series, and of course, a knitting project. This is problematic because I never get any work done. There is an infinite number of potential projects waiting for me. Sometimes, more often than I would like, two or more projects will coincide, fully consuming my attention. In fact, this incident occurred earlier this week and I am currently trying to fight it off.
Project Number 1: BBC's Doctor Who television series, Seasons 1 through 3.
Project Number 2: Second knitted sweater.
Result: Hours upon hours spent in front of my computer with headphones on and balls of yarn winding around me, practically tying me to my seat.
Status: Addiction, both slightly embarrassing and slightly destructive. Homework is put off, my eyes are exhausted, my finger are freezing and tired. I have not slept more than six hours each night so far this week. All I can think about is green wool yarn and Doctor Who, and dirty dishes are piling up in the sink. Herein lies the problem.
Rectification Efforts: Less television, and therefore less excuses to knit. My sweater is almost finished and only needs refinements. Pending deadlines for multiple classes are drawing near. I have to get to work. I am still trying to figure out how to shift my energies and project devotion to required projects instead of chosen ones, but so far, I haven't had much success.
Meditative Knitting: Not this week.







